New Lost
I never thought this year could get any worse, lo and behold, it does. Not only did I lose my father but I also lost my life partner. We decided to end our relationship mutually because of what happened this year to our relationship. We were both hurting in ways that neither of us knew. We both unfortunately could not be there for one another and sadly we were growing apart before one of us could realize it. We didn't want to separate, we still in fact have so much love for each other, but in today's world, love does not sustain a relationship. Even though they try to advertise it in TV shows, ads and movies. When my partner and I were having our very last argument, something inside me wanted him to realize what went wrong and for him to also be on the side where I was, wanting to fix things. I didn't realize how off-tuned he was in regards of emotions. I didn't realize that the depths of his emotions could not meet mine, which lets be real, were far greater than his.